I hate my family.  I hate Hayden.  He has taken over my life.  He can hit me, scratch me, make me bleed, but it is still my fault.  I can't fight back, because that only leads to more trouble for me.  It's ridiculous.  I am so sick of this life.  I am sick of Hayden.  I want him gone.  My life was great until he came into it.  I want him gone forever.  I hate him.  He has destroyed my life.  I can't go a day without resentment towards him.  He breaks my stuff, he hurts me, and he gets his way every time.  I am so sick of it.  Why can't he just go away forever?